Finding My WayYou have your opinion and I have mineBut don't go bashing me all the timeI have feelings can't you seeSo please just let me be ME
A KissUnder the starsWe share whats oursA kiss here a kiss thereA kiss to show you I care
My Bi SideWhy do I have to lieWhen i'm asked if i'm biWhy do you have to judgeAnd keep a stupid grudgeI just want to be meIs that too hard to see?
Give Me One ChanceYou say i'm not your typeAnd you wont give me a chance to fightHow is that fairIf I can't show you i careHmmm So tell me whyYou won't give me a chance to try
SplitMy heart is dismayedMy feelings are frayedMy heart is split between twoAnd I don't know what to doA decision has to be madeBut someone will feel betrayedIm crazy about youBut I also, love the other too
What is Love?Can it be, just a fantasySomething made up to keep us in lineShould I give up and get with the timesBut NO!It has to be realbecause I know what I feelLove is through the heartNot something science can explainSo damn you all who confine my loveIt is not a simplistic feeling but one of may layersYou can not understand meOr what I can beI am done with explainingIt is time to follow my heart and fly.
Cracked HeartWhen you are with himMy emotions go crazyAnger skyrocketsRage burns brightJealousy explodesdepression overflowsEven with all thisMy love is an abyssNever endingNever stoppingNever leavingNever fleeting
To The FansTo the fansYou guys have always been thereand shown that you careEven though im not that great so it just must be fateBut I love you guys And i am not spitting out liesYou guys deserve the bestand nothing lessSo fav and share to show that you care
PainTo some, pain is nothing more than a hindrance,Something that makes their lives uncomfortable.To others it is something they try to avoid at all costs.But to me, it is something different.Pain reminds me that I'm still here, and I'm still feeling.
Too soonI have some things to sayBefore you slip awayYou try to guard your heartBecause your awful partI feel your painBut don't let it make you lameI say this not as a friendNor with advise to lendI observe with a deeper feelingOne very more sealingSo ill look and be nearBut i will fearYou will never love meBut we will wait and see
SufferingI'm the high school girl who sits alone at lunch.I'm the boy who's teased for not taking a punch.I'm the nerd who's only friends are her books.Because the words they say about her stick like hooks.I'm the homeless old man who ignores the peoples glares.I'm the little boy who cries because he thinks nobody cares.I'm the freak who tries so hard to act like she can blend.But she knows she'll never really be accepted in the end.I'm the orphan boy who is left week after week.I'm the girl who's so depressed that she chooses not to speak.I'm the grad student who's life has been so rough.Yet he's finding that still his earnings aren't enough.I'm the girl who sobs in her closet every night.I'm the girl who's too tired to put up a decent fight.I'm the guy who thinks that he should end his life,So his parents have a chance to get over all their strife.I'm the mom who wonders if her kids are doing fine.I'm the man who competes because his job is on the line.I'm the thirteen year
Love GoodbyeYou may say you love meBut you never let me seeWhen i look awayYou will never stayYour heart is always on the moveYour love is so untrueThen finally with a sighI will say goodbye
My maskDeepest cut so far,drawn another scar.My sister sits downstairs,I wonder if she cares.Keep quiet to hold the lie,to hold it all inside.let it come out in red.I won't tell if you won't ask,I'll keep wearing my mask.Laugh and play along,I know I'm doing wrong.Talking with my friends,they'd never understand.Keep quiet to hold the lie,to hold it all inside.let it come out in red.I won't tell if you won't ask,I'll keep wearing my mask.Falling to the floor,make it go deeper.I cut because I hate myself,I hate because I cut.Keep quiet to hold the lie,to hold it all inside.let it come out in red.I won't tell if you won't ask,I'll keep wearing my mask.Deepest cut so far,drawn another scar.
BeautyBeauty rose out of that silent sea,Her eyes were tepid with wild thunder,And then she turned and looked at me.Me; a meagre man who knew no lady fair,Nor one of care as she snaps my heart asunder.Beauty flew up to that sinister sky,Her lips were dark with mad desire,And then she turned and started to cry.Cry; a crude curse who knew no mortal smile,Nor one so vile as she scars my aura in fire. Beauty stood up on that scarlet skin,Her locks were rouge with quiet rain,And then she turned and walked on sin.Sin; a sordid spirit who knew no lover true,Nor one in clue as she saves me from my pain.
White LightStars shatter into dust and echoes of light,And for a second: everything in that ether is quiet.I wish I was there to witness such a splendid sight,Where once only the blackest of dark voids resided,Wakes a cacophony of clarity from it's internal riot.space shivers from ice and flares of light,And for a second: everywhere in that emptiness is still.I hope one day that I could touch it with daring delight,While only to have my eyes of raw ignorance blinded,Partakes a symphony of sobriety from it's external will.
Small DosesThat sticky, uncomfortable annoyanceWhen it's so hot your pants stick to your legs.Your fleeting rapid thoughtsThat spread like the plague.My mind is nothing to toil withIt reaches far beyond your length.I'm a pawn in my own game.Tangle, whipped, chained, lockI am my own fortressI can't be stopped.Resilient, persistent, strong and boldWatch out for her heart, it's cold.Broken, battered, cut and bruisedI've seen more than you would ever choose.Bandaged, stitched, glued and tornI heal quick and dive for more.Tired, weak, empty, aloneI've bathed in this when I need to mourn.Happy, elated, flutter, frightCircles around my fragile night.Aware, confident, cocky and sexyOne, not all eludes me.Simplistic, elegant, caring, adoredmy outside beauty, not to be mistaken for a whore.Daring, extreme, an asshole I'm sureSweet and salty, I allure.Fun, outgoing, silent and sensitiveTo the touch, overflowingMy heart feels so much.In small doses, I'm toldAnd comprehend.This
I gave you my heart...I gave you my love and you spit in my face.I don't know why my love is so strong,I don't know why I overlook all your flaws.Why do you give me that look?That look that gets me every time.My heart is broken, shattered, ripped apart.Yet when you walk through that door,I fall apart.I hate how you make me feel,And I hate what you do.But when you walk through that door,I want to run to you....
Nothing Gold Can LastA long lifeFull of frightsWas bestowed unto herWhen a troubleCame out of the rubbleShe would stand to fightOnce it was over and doneShe would go and sit under the sunA warm summers breezeAnd some pistachio nut ice creamShe may have been poorBut she loved her family all the moreShe loved me and I hereEven when she spoke her wordI cannot seeLife without you and meBut I knowShe loved us all until she passedBut as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
TearsThe tear is a cleansing thingIt gets rid of dirt and grimeAlso the sadness in the heartThe tear cleans and cleansIt is not a weakness to cryBut a strengthCrying isnt just for babiesIts for everyone with dust in the eyeOr with a broken heartSo cryCry your hearts contentCry till you can not cry no moreCry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
A Locked SecretYour like a safeJust with a pretty faceYour secrets Kept withinAnd you will not tell themThough I wonderWhats eating your slumberWhat are you trying to hideWhat is so valuable insideWhy keep it under lock and keyPlease let your secret be freeAnd share it with me
Is It True...That I Love You?I am just too lateTo escape my fateI have fallen for youBut can this be trueYou have penetrated my heart too deepPouring out the love that I keep....please take it........But don't break it...SO I say those three little words..I Love YouAnd that is true
JudgedMy poetry maybe sad sometimesWith some poor little rhymes....But who can judge.....The same meaning is theirSo why should you care...But you'll still judge....No matter how good or poorMy poetry will never soar...Because all have judged..Why should I even tryWell because...It lets my soul fly...But you'll still judge...So please do not judge meFor my heart felt poetry...Instead let your soul be free!...
How Come??Why did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me to die in this holeThis hole of depressionBefore i sink too far, hear out my confessionI may have defiled your trustBut I cant see the big fussAll i did was trick youBut what do you expect me to doI needed to knowSo please stop your silly showAll I want is one explanationBefore you throw out your condemnationSo is this too much too askIs this too hard of a task So i ask againWhy did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me too die in this holeThis hole of depressionNow that you have heard my confession
2. LoveRed muscle ofpowerand grievancegovernors allpositive emotionto do with themindand with thesoulyet we foreverbreakthis tender momentwith meaningless wordswhy shouldIneed to know ofyourlove?
Forever and AlwaysSome boys are thugsOthers are dudsSome girls are meanOthers are unseenBut don't worryAnd don't hurryYour prince charming will come soonAnd take you away under the harvest moonSo be quiet and listenBecause you don't want to miss him