Finding My WayYou have your opinion and I have mineBut don't go bashing me all the timeI have feelings can't you seeSo please just let me be ME
My Bi SideWhy do I have to lieWhen i'm asked if i'm biWhy do you have to judgeAnd keep a stupid grudgeI just want to be meIs that too hard to see?
Forever and AlwaysSome boys are thugsOthers are dudsSome girls are meanOthers are unseenBut don't worryAnd don't hurryYour prince charming will come soonAnd take you away under the harvest moonSo be quiet and listenBecause you don't want to miss him
What Do You Say?I know you have been hurtAnd treated like dirtBut let me show youThat my LOVE is TRUE
Give Me One ChanceYou say i'm not your typeAnd you wont give me a chance to fightHow is that fairIf I can't show you i careHmmm So tell me whyYou won't give me a chance to try
I Pinky PromiseLet us talk for a little whileAnd let me make you smileLet me take you out every nightAnd you will be the best sight Nothing can compareBecause I love you I swear
SplitMy heart is dismayedMy feelings are frayedMy heart is split between twoAnd I don't know what to doA decision has to be madeBut someone will feel betrayedIm crazy about youBut I also, love the other too
Picked On..When you make fun of meMy feeling you can not seeTears running down my heartripping me all apartNot on the outside but insomething time can't even mend
Safe and SoundHis lipsEver so gentlyMeeting hers,Tasting the salty tearsRolling down her flawless face,And wanting them to just disappear,Wanting her to be free of pain.Because every tear that he saw fallChipped his heartAnd tore at his soul.That kissSet off fireworksLike never before.The gut wrenching pain,The never ending flow of tears,Her muddled, confused mindAll disappeared the second their lips touched.Her life was crumbling beneath her feet,Threatening to let her crash and burn,Yet, as long as he was there,As long as his arms were wrapped around her,And his lips were lingering on hers...She would be safe and sound.
LoveLove; we all need love in this world,But God, how do we tell if it's just lust for a girl?The devil has my mind in a twirl,Lord, do you feel what I feel?Can you heal this sick appeal?You always stop, you try to stop,But you get addicted.And when you think you've made on top,That's when you drop,It's back to hell; back to reality,Can't you tell you're a monster loving lustfully?Once you're done, there's nothing left but emptiness,Where's this happiness that the media promised?If only you knew it was a lie, all lie,There's no love truer than the one in sky.But why, why do I give in to the lies?My heart and my mind are at different parts of life,So God, I pray for that day you come a take my pain away.
MemoriesCold twisting and turningThese self eroding kindleft myself behindFaces shading in the darkThey scream from empty wallsgratingly, stalking, these sacred hallsVoices whisper and hoistechoing through my headsometimes I just wish I was deadVoracious tentaclesconsuming space and timeand leaving nothing but the trivial slime
The ThingI lay still in my bed,Mr. Ted by my side,And listen hard for the thingThat crawls around outside.He'll start with the scratching,It's always the same,His claws carving the faceOf the wooden door frame.Then he'll move onto the bloodSeeping beneath my door,Dripping from the walls,Covering the floor.The wardrobe will squeak,Those green eyes appear,Voices will whisperDark words in my ear.Their dead hands will tugAt the edge of my sheetsAnd insects will crawlAll over my feet.I lay and waitFor their games to begin.But tonight will be different,I whisper with a grin,Tonight I will showThose monsters a scare.They can come back again,IF they dare.
Nothing Gold Can LastA long lifeFull of frightsWas bestowed unto herWhen a troubleCame out of the rubbleShe would stand to fightOnce it was over and doneShe would go and sit under the sunA warm summers breezeAnd some pistachio nut ice creamShe may have been poorBut she loved her family all the moreShe loved me and I hereEven when she spoke her wordI cannot seeLife without you and meBut I knowShe loved us all until she passedBut as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
TearsThe tear is a cleansing thingIt gets rid of dirt and grimeAlso the sadness in the heartThe tear cleans and cleansIt is not a weakness to cryBut a strengthCrying isnt just for babiesIts for everyone with dust in the eyeOr with a broken heartSo cryCry your hearts contentCry till you can not cry no moreCry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
Love GoodbyeYou may say you love meBut you never let me seeWhen i look awayYou will never stayYour heart is always on the moveYour love is so untrueThen finally with a sighI will say goodbye
A Locked SecretYour like a safeJust with a pretty faceYour secrets Kept withinAnd you will not tell themThough I wonderWhats eating your slumberWhat are you trying to hideWhat is so valuable insideWhy keep it under lock and keyPlease let your secret be freeAnd share it with me
Is It True...That I Love You?I am just too lateTo escape my fateI have fallen for youBut can this be trueYou have penetrated my heart too deepPouring out the love that I keep....please take it........But don't break it...SO I say those three little words..I Love YouAnd that is true
How Come??Why did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me to die in this holeThis hole of depressionBefore i sink too far, hear out my confessionI may have defiled your trustBut I cant see the big fussAll i did was trick youBut what do you expect me to doI needed to knowSo please stop your silly showAll I want is one explanationBefore you throw out your condemnationSo is this too much too askIs this too hard of a task So i ask againWhy did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me too die in this holeThis hole of depressionNow that you have heard my confession
JudgedMy poetry maybe sad sometimesWith some poor little rhymes....But who can judge.....The same meaning is theirSo why should you care...But you'll still judge....No matter how good or poorMy poetry will never soar...Because all have judged..Why should I even tryWell because...It lets my soul fly...But you'll still judge...So please do not judge meFor my heart felt poetry...Instead let your soul be free!...
You and MeWhen I think of usAll i can do is cussI didnt run after youAfter we were throughI know i should haveNow i wish i would haveNow it is too lateI will accept my fateBut my hot tears come out anywaysAnd I now realize you are not just a phaseI do not know what im going to doBecause I'm lost without being with you
A KissUnder the starsWe share whats oursA kiss here a kiss thereA kiss to show you I care