My Bi SideWhy do I have to lieWhen i'm asked if i'm biWhy do you have to judgeAnd keep a stupid grudgeI just want to be meIs that too hard to see?
Finding My WayYou have your opinion and I have mineBut don't go bashing me all the timeI have feelings can't you seeSo please just let me be ME
Forever and AlwaysSome boys are thugsOthers are dudsSome girls are meanOthers are unseenBut don't worryAnd don't hurryYour prince charming will come soonAnd take you away under the harvest moonSo be quiet and listenBecause you don't want to miss him
Give Me One ChanceYou say i'm not your typeAnd you wont give me a chance to fightHow is that fairIf I can't show you i careHmmm So tell me whyYou won't give me a chance to try
SplitMy heart is dismayedMy feelings are frayedMy heart is split between twoAnd I don't know what to doA decision has to be madeBut someone will feel betrayedIm crazy about youBut I also, love the other too
What is Love?Can it be, just a fantasySomething made up to keep us in lineShould I give up and get with the timesBut NO!It has to be realbecause I know what I feelLove is through the heartNot something science can explainSo damn you all who confine my loveIt is not a simplistic feeling but one of may layersYou can not understand meOr what I can beI am done with explainingIt is time to follow my heart and fly.
To The FansTo the fansYou guys have always been thereand shown that you careEven though im not that great so it just must be fateBut I love you guys And i am not spitting out liesYou guys deserve the bestand nothing lessSo fav and share to show that you care
Cracked HeartWhen you are with himMy emotions go crazyAnger skyrocketsRage burns brightJealousy explodesdepression overflowsEven with all thisMy love is an abyssNever endingNever stoppingNever leavingNever fleeting
The ThingI lay still in my bed,Mr. Ted by my side,And listen hard for the thingThat crawls around outside.He'll start with the scratching,It's always the same,His claws carving the faceOf the wooden door frame.Then he'll move onto the bloodSeeping beneath my door,Dripping from the walls,Covering the floor.The wardrobe will squeak,Those green eyes appear,Voices will whisperDark words in my ear.Their dead hands will tugAt the edge of my sheetsAnd insects will crawlAll over my feet.I lay and waitFor their games to begin.But tonight will be different,I whisper with a grin,Tonight I will showThose monsters a scare.They can come back again,IF they dare.
Soul to SavePeople have greedy hands,tearing at tender hearts.Seeking a piece of soul,wanting to belong in part.In the end of innermost desire,the yearning to contain --something so pure yet fragile,only to mistake and make pain.Those of good and even evilhave dared to tread this road,only to learn the reason whypeople have this endeavor forbode.Run far and fast my child,depart from this affair.Guard your hapless heart,save your soul to someday share.
LoveLove; we all need love in this world,But God, how do we tell if it's just lust for a girl?The devil has my mind in a twirl,Lord, do you feel what I feel?Can you heal this sick appeal?You always stop, you try to stop,But you get addicted.And when you think you've made on top,That's when you drop,It's back to hell; back to reality,Can't you tell you're a monster loving lustfully?Once you're done, there's nothing left but emptiness,Where's this happiness that the media promised?If only you knew it was a lie, all lie,There's no love truer than the one in sky.But why, why do I give in to the lies?My heart and my mind are at different parts of life,So God, I pray for that day you come a take my pain away.
1. IntroductionWail into thepages of historyas your Motherof all creationsingsat your birth.Ink splattersthe sheets to be yourcribfeather stuffed withquillsbonded by a throne of booksjoy of old.Born with pen in handyour soul sings.No one else can hearyour song.Mother whispers"This is your introduction."
3. LightIncandescent flickers ofburning blindnessbehind the doorsthat seal awaythe hopeof Pandora's Box
2. LoveRed muscle ofpowerand grievancegovernors allpositive emotionto do with themindand with thesoulyet we foreverbreakthis tender momentwith meaningless wordswhy shouldIneed to know ofyourlove?
Nothing Gold Can LastA long lifeFull of frightsWas bestowed unto herWhen a troubleCame out of the rubbleShe would stand to fightOnce it was over and doneShe would go and sit under the sunA warm summers breezeAnd some pistachio nut ice creamShe may have been poorBut she loved her family all the moreShe loved me and I hereEven when she spoke her wordI cannot seeLife without you and meBut I knowShe loved us all until she passedBut as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
TearsThe tear is a cleansing thingIt gets rid of dirt and grimeAlso the sadness in the heartThe tear cleans and cleansIt is not a weakness to cryBut a strengthCrying isnt just for babiesIts for everyone with dust in the eyeOr with a broken heartSo cryCry your hearts contentCry till you can not cry no moreCry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
A Locked SecretYour like a safeJust with a pretty faceYour secrets Kept withinAnd you will not tell themThough I wonderWhats eating your slumberWhat are you trying to hideWhat is so valuable insideWhy keep it under lock and keyPlease let your secret be freeAnd share it with me
Love GoodbyeYou may say you love meBut you never let me seeWhen i look awayYou will never stayYour heart is always on the moveYour love is so untrueThen finally with a sighI will say goodbye
How Come??Why did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me to die in this holeThis hole of depressionBefore i sink too far, hear out my confessionI may have defiled your trustBut I cant see the big fussAll i did was trick youBut what do you expect me to doI needed to knowSo please stop your silly showAll I want is one explanationBefore you throw out your condemnationSo is this too much too askIs this too hard of a task So i ask againWhy did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me too die in this holeThis hole of depressionNow that you have heard my confession
JudgedMy poetry maybe sad sometimesWith some poor little rhymes....But who can judge.....The same meaning is theirSo why should you care...But you'll still judge....No matter how good or poorMy poetry will never soar...Because all have judged..Why should I even tryWell because...It lets my soul fly...But you'll still judge...So please do not judge meFor my heart felt poetry...Instead let your soul be free!...
Is It True...That I Love You?I am just too lateTo escape my fateI have fallen for youBut can this be trueYou have penetrated my heart too deepPouring out the love that I keep....please take it........But don't break it...SO I say those three little words..I Love YouAnd that is true
A KissUnder the starsWe share whats oursA kiss here a kiss thereA kiss to show you I care